Friday, 25 January 2013

If its a Mess don't STRESS God has a plan my Sistah..


When you fall in love with a  man who has a divided heart,
your relationship is doomed right from the start.

As he tries to convince you that things are better than they seem,
 he leads you down a path of empty promises and unfulfilled dreams.

Hot and steamy lovemaking filled with passionate cries are followed by
unanswered calls, disappearing acts and insulting lies.

His smooth and crafty words resonate in your head, as you lie awake at
night in a cold and empty bed.

Being shuffled about like a deck of cards and feeling like a fool, is the price you
pay for being in love with a man who’s totally confused.

You deserve to be loved by a God-fearing man who is stable and sincere, not a man
who has become an expert at saying things every woman wants to hear.

Get out of this mess, Girlfriend! God has better plans for you.
He wants to rebuild your inner spirit and make it better than new.

You are a precious Child of God.   You are beautiful and way too smart,
to stay in a damaging relationship with a man who has a divided heart.

“All a man’s ways seem right to him,
but the Lord weighs the heart.”
(Proverbs 21: 2)

Saturday, 14 March 2009

Sorrowful Regrets

Isnt life strange and quite bazzar how even we as SO called living Christians walk with scales over our eyes and bars around our hearts. Even we who think/feel we have a relationship with God, think we know how to talk to him, feel we love him and have a passion and drive to serve him...yet fail to be like him.... We still lack the real "Jesus Love"... love that still loves despite all the physical & verbal abuse. Love that still loves even after been beaten for speaking the truth. Love that still loves despite our greed, hatred and selfishness.

Love that thought of us, even when we paid him little attention. As I reflect and compare myself to how Jesus would like me to be I'm pretty disgusted. How easily we are offended by petty words and actions. How easily we allow these things create a barriers between family and friends. Because of this we lose precious opportunities to sow seeds and share words of encouragemnet. We don't get to tell them how much we love them and what they mean to us.

Until it reach's a point when its too late... to late to say anything. Your left with painful memories/flashbacks of wasted occassions to share love. Your haunted by "Why didn't I?, I wish I could go back.... thoughts that play and rewind..play and rewind... relentlessly....

The ultimate killer daggar in my heart is having lost my uncle. Not just in this world but for eternity. For this I am paying a heavy price and will one day give an account for... I have no assurance that he believed...I just pray that at some point in his life he opened his heart to Jesus. If not I pray that he used his last breath to speak to Jesus.I pray God has mercy on his soul. And us that are left behind I pray that we learn from this and never NEVER give the devil a chance to play this card in ours lives again....

Regretful, sorrowful

Sara.x..